I....Me....Myself.....

huh?

2007-01-20T00:36:00.000-08:00

Hi Everyone Hello everybody, How are all of you doing..?Well many of you would say fine or ok n i also would say the same

But....

i feel as if i am a rope in the tug of war, Everybody pulling from all ends to make sure they get the max. out of me, At work there is lots to do, At College yes i haven’t finished my post graduation yet, exams are going on n i have no idea as to0 what the subjects are forget about the chapters in each subject. Then i have expectations from friends and family, Parents say i don’t c u at home only "god knows what u up to”, Friends Well they call up n say lets meet this weekend cant say no (yes I also wanna meet them too)

I'm not complainin,No not at all just wanted to write it out wat i am going through as of now,

Hoping for the Things to ease out a bit Signing off on a short note

Rash...

2007-01-04T05:06:00.000-08:00

Entering into the corporate World

2006-11-24T10:22:00.000-08:00

Im entering into the corporate world...

2006-11-04T08:24:00.000-08:00

Well It did change the way i looked at life y dont u all try it outttt...

Within Myself

2006-08-25T02:04:00.000-07:00

Well i cant see my back...yeah i know,i also know that its the root cause for many problems or worries to me.I tell so many things to other ppl,i give ppl advice as if i am big mahatma or something,how illogical na well bt at times it helps (oh really!!!!!), bt then y dont i introspecting myself....i dont know....May b im afraid,afraid of wat..? I dunno,well Life ahead of me is tough is wat one side of me says, n the other says its gone b the same like it has been all but this time the latter one sounds a little wary

I say i'll do this i'll do that but i never ever heard myself teling me did i do what i had decided ? Am i doing wat i wanted to..."The phrase my mind is blank" is not true the truth is there are so many things i am suppose to do but i dont even do one thing n that makes my mind go blank hence i say

Self introspecting is a serious thing i need to do....

2005-12-19T06:48:00.000-08:00

hell people just received a forward message

There was a man who saw a scorpion floundering around in the water. He decided to save it by stretching out his finger, but the scorpion stung him. The man still tried to get the scorpion out of the water, but the scorpion stung him again. Another man nearby told him to stop saving the scorpion that kept stinging him. But the man said: "It is the nature of the scorpion to sting. It is my nature to love. Why should I give up my nature to love just because it is the nature of the scorpion to sting?" Don't give up loving... Don't give up your goodness... Even if the people around you, HURT and STING .....love them. Dont feel guilty just yet .....

U know who that man is??? yeah u gussed it rt he is the stranger i always talk abt. I found a word for him "SAMARITAN". I am striving hard to become like him

' NO ' a 2 letter word

2005-12-13T08:20:00.000-08:00

hi everybody,

i had many conversations with my friend 'the stranger' but then typing n publishing is a laborious and borin so just writing one of the conversations we had. It was on saying a 'No' and keeping people happy do they go hand in hand...

Ithink it would take ages for me to learn to say 'no' to ppl who are near and dear as i can never see ppl around me unhappy because i have told them a 'no' but then this forbids me from reaching that ultimate goal in my life,the goal which i am striving hard to achieve but somewhere in the cornor of my mind (heart never comes into picture wen u talking abt achieving ur goals) i know i cant achieve it, the harder i try to get there the farther it becomes but the my purpose of existence is to achieve this na so ill keep on tryin....

i console myself by sayin that even if i reach my goal by tellin a 'no' there would be no one with whom i'd be able to share my joy n happiness,

The stranger partly agreeing with me says that u cant get away by giving excuses such as i cant hurt the people near me etc u are born for a purpose n u have to strive to achieve it in doin so at times u have to become strong an adamant and say a 'NO' with this definetely ppl will get unhappy but then the one's who are near and dear would understand.....

wen he told this i got a solution to a prob which was botherin me a lot, i was the organising a particular conference and many people approached me askin me for the complimentary passes , i was in a fix as i had to distribute the few of them i had among many of my near and dear ones ,but then with the advice of this stranger who always want me to smile, i told many ppl that i wont be able to help them in this regard n the ppl who were near to me understood my problem.......

thank you stranger for being there and advicing me the thought of u makes me smile.....
ending on this beautifull note i wish evryone has a friend like this stranger who helps me out in everything...

My meeting with the stranger

2005-12-06T06:03:00.000-08:00

Hello everybody,

I am or rather i was, one among those persons who needed a reason to smile, i had to search out for ways to keep myself happy and had to keep a fake smile on my smile even though i was crying deep within untill i met this stranger who changed the entire way i was lookin at the things or in a broader sense he changed the way i looked at things.

He told me the pupose of life is to have a life of purpose,the pain the sorrow im or i was goin through had a reason behind it, he says that 'everything that happens, happens for good' .

I just told him that its the way you look at life and that he was being too optimistic

he replied to me by saying that its not true and that evry bad thing that happens to you brings in a small ray of happiness which we often fail to see....

I just asked him to give me some time to agree with him..

with this small a brief beginning

testing 123,xyz

2005-12-05T08:13:00.000-08:00